Lyrics

[intro: 2ooDark] Manipulate, Amputate Waste away Such a mistake [verse 1: 2ooDark] I feel emotions of missing attention Mistaken for remnants of missing affection Try all you'd like but results are resentment Used like some new shoes, I'm better off not mentioned I say I love you and I really mean it But then I mistreat you I feel like a demon I lie and say that I'm not gonna leave and I hope you feel comfort inside my new pretense [verse 2: 2ooDark] A cannibal eating away all my feelings I'll make you just like me so you might get eaten I will do anything however heinous if it will come fill up the hole where my pain is I'm selfish and useless and play like the victim I'm horrid, unloyal my actions are sickness My actions are sickness [bridge: 2ooDark] I wish I could change the way that I was I wish I knew for sure this was love I wish I could stay with you for the rest of your life But chances are we won't be talking by the end of tonight [verse: 2ooDark] God I'm a fuck up man why do I do this? I could end it all now, this pipe in my right hand I wanted to tell you that I'm truly sorry I'm toxic and shitty I'll blow my head off me Put an end to my life so you'll forgive me Put the thought in a song so I keep kicking I need some help I need me some therapy I don't feel safe to be honest I'm scared of me [outro: 2ooDark] To be honest I'm scared of me To be honest I'm scared of me To be honest I'm scared of me I don't feel safe to be honest I'm scared of me To be honest I'm scared of me To be honest I'm scared of me To be honest I'm scared of me To be honest I'm scared of me