Lyrics

[Verse 1: Saturn] I can't stomach myself when I look inside the mirror So much fear behind my eyes I keep 'em lifeless if you nearin' Do you hear me when I right? or you jamin' to the snares I'm so paranoid I always feel a constant fuckin' starin' in the [Bridge: Saturn] Back of my head, all the words thats been said All the scars that I left, all the damage I did All the times I can't remember or the times I wasn't there Livin' life in constant slumber never gettin' outta here [Verse 2: Saturn] All the hearts that I been toyin', еvery part of me is foreign I'm a mannеd amalgamation of the sacrifice from horrors of my fake nightmares In my head, whom possess me I'm so many niggas who really gon' get the best me [Bridge: Saturn] Yeah I wouldn't test me (Huh), I wouldn't trust, uh I can't trust my heart to tell me if i'm feelin' love, is it lust? (Huh, Yuh) Half the time I cannot tell, I'm so lonely thats its scary when I really feel myself [Verse 3: Saturn] Am I really needin' help? Am I really gettin' out? Does my father know I notice how he's never really proud? Of the numbers on the screen, of the numbers that I make He ain't even care I tried so fuckin' hard to graduate [Hook: Saturn] All I have is myself, when in sickness and in health Niggas think i'm fuckin' bluffin' i'm gon' really kill myself And my meds, they only help, so you'll never see me sad So no one around me seein' how I feel so fuckin' bad Please just take me in the back Cock the Glock then blow me, splat I'm gon' go to hell so It don't really matter how I pass I been posted up with Max, everybody think we besties I try to be happy 'round my niggas but it stress me